I need to cry

What a day, what a night, what a life.

what heights of love, what depths of peace.

memories kills. 

how I wish I never met you before, my heart breaks into pieces, turns into ashes.

remembering Spongebob? I love Patrick.

why the sky is so dark, issit night already?

I want to go back, back home. 

am already crazy jor.

I hope to rhyme this.

I feel so alone all nights. I fear about everything Lord. 

I hate memories and relationship. I hate it so much. 

I hate stupid me.

Alcohol please, I need it right now.

I need to cry. 

Amber is exhausted, lost, sad, and depress.

Depression SUCKS.